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Exultations of Pain & Suffering

by Goat Bong

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1.
So many years we counted No further closer to the truth Left drained and broken hearted Every lie a ring around the noose And every word unspoken No confession to my pain Don't mourn my loss now darling You would never share the blame Like the nail that's driven Buried deep, within my heart Or like the snow that's falling Laying barren, cold and stark There is a light that's warming An answer I can't avoid And I must heed its warning Calling out Across the void As the world turns to darkness So do I, draw in my last breath I give in to this madness And though, I do not regret The mind no longer a sanctum Imprisonment built from within Freed from these machinations No longer weighed down by my sin Like the nail that's driven Buried deep, within my heart Or like the snow that's falling Laying barren, cold and stark There is a light that's warming An answer I can't avoid And I must heed its warning Calling out Across the void
2.
Deathknell 03:05
I am dead inside I have lost my mind I have lost control I have lost my soul I am dead inside I just want to die I have no more to give I don't want to live
3.
Your love, I yearn; never to return In blood, I pledge, I'll search til the end Oceans of time, I'd cross til I find Your face, I see; In dreams, it still haunts me Cursed with life Death is not the end Damned by strife Our love will burn again Your voice, I hear, it calls; draws me near I watch, and wait; recoup, my lost strength Cold eyes, unsure; love dies, like embers Undead, new life; See me, like i once was
4.
Memento Mori 02:45
5.
I build these walls, stone by stone My stronghold These tower walls, I raise Only to crumble My banner lies in ruin Ripped by these winds I suffer this, this heartache Consumes me Build, these temple walls, Entomb me in my mind Numb to this love, you hold on Waiting for me Barred, are these fortress gates, unbending Barring entry Hide, I'm paralyzed, in shadows Cold and buried Brick by brick and stone by stone I'll raise myself a tomb Within this keep, No one will seek Safe within my womb Until the day, I am betrayed And call this cell a home I look to see, no one sees me And I am all alone
6.
Transcend the shell ephemeral New life amongst the stars A ward, a thrall and herald An omen of death not far A life and love forgotten A bond stronger than time A prisoner in this body My mind is mine Harbinger, portent of death World's end will serve him well God's crier, a final breath Hunger can not be quelled Torch bearer, guiding the way How many lives have fallen World-eater, cosmic array Skies left dark and sullen Too long have i bear witness Countless could not suffice I've earned my independence Return me to my life My love I am returning Through ebbs and waves in time A prisoner in this body My mind is mine Harbinger, portent of death World's end will serve him well God's crier, a final breath Hunger can not be quelled Torch bearer, guiding the way How many lives have fallen World-eater, cosmic array Skies left dark and sullen
7.

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This is the first album featuring vocals.

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released October 31, 2020

Mike Alcala - vocals (Track 1)
Valicity Otto - vocals (Tracks 3 & 6)
Jimmy Espinoza - vocals (Tracks 2 & 5)
Rob Ryghar - vocals (Track 3)
Devin Wilson - leads & track 7
Daniel Ramos - leads & track 7

All other instrumentation & production by Dirty Mike Alcala

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Goat Bong San Antonio, Texas

Goat Bong was forged in 2012 by one resin encrusted deviant, at the witching hour, engulfed in sound and smoke.

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